Sometimes..

I feel tired of being innocent. What i got is just a feeling that will hurts me! What should i do? I am trying to be flexible n less emo, but seems he doesn't care bout me anymore. It's okey if he doesn't want to bother bout me, but my feelings? Why is he doing this so over? I know i shouldn't questioned all of it..but i am just a girl who thinks dat her boy will love her wif ALL of his heart. Ya Allah,pls guide me =( I am totally lost. I am not sure what should i do? I couldn't even think what is best for us. Both of us don't want this to happen but seems he has chosen his path..which is not to choose me. As for this time he asked me to wait for him another 8 years n within dat I have to sacrifice my feelings! Ya Allah,pls gimme strength. I need help