A Moment that I Start to Think

I have been thinking for a week,.but i still don't have the answer. The inner of myself is really empty. Now i feel like i am heartless. Idk why? Just i am still trying to put all of the hopes at the end. But i am not confident of myself. I am lost,i feel like myself is hanging without any ropes. How complicated my life is rite? Then i am not sure what should i do next. But then i am hoping(still)that he could really will do something to prove to me that i am important for him. I really need encouragement from him. But i realised i am still just wasting my time for hoping for miracle thet won't happened. Just,i will be the most greatest person if he could show some appreciation to myself. Coz i don't want any other men to take advantage on me while i am empty. I just too in love with him. Grrrr...how pathetic my life is???